Why do people let others get to them so viciously?

I know we've all let our guards down to eloquently spoken words and passion.

But, what part of yourself are you reserving? There should always be apart of yourself that is immensely invested in your own sanity.

At the end of the day; you're all you've got.

It goes without saying a man is not an island. We need attention and affection.

Its human nature. Its not human nature to allow another human being to become your master and to dictate your own feelings to you.

No matter the table or the opponent; lifes still a chess game.

I personally I can trust 3 people with my life, ones my former guardian, one a former gf, and the other myself.

Through self actualization and realization I've discovered this.

Many have to do the same if they expect any semblance of experiencing real love or feelings of content.

Happiness is a figment of imagination - creating an actual environment where everything is in harmony takes time and self sacrifice. Something that doesn't make us too excited.

What I'm stating is that an individual needs to understands his/her own contours/emotions/feelings

/paranoia/habits and overall being before you expect another to move in and experience you.

i've been away too long.

Thought i'd post one of my epiphanies. and actually get back on here. blogging is good for the soul. i think people should share experiences and stop sharing selfishness. that's lame. and so last century and decade. these are my thoughts.

10 Things that irk me.

1. When I lock my phone, and I get a text message.

2. When professors pile up the assignments, on top of exams during Finals week.

3. When people post angry updates/tweets directed to no one, and everyone, and someone, just send it to the person you are angry at.

4. When my computer does the infamous BLUE screen.

5. When you are in the middle of typing a sentence in word, or anywhere for that matter, and someone IM's you, and what you just wrote goes to the person, and not in the area you were typing in.

6. When studs feel as though they have to defend their turf against any masculine female - it's not that serious.

7. When people call you for something they can google.

8. Having hotflashes when I'm sleeping and having to remedy it at 4 in the am.

9. Smoking more ciggs then I thought and only having two left at 3am.

10. Having no reception in a college dorm. I pay too much for this to be like a prison

RIP cuzzo

I know you're in a better place.

RIP cuzzo

RIP to my Cousin Galen, I will miss you.

reaction to the vmas

First off, the tip off to MJ was one of the most awesome things I've seen all year.

Janet murked her performance. The choreographers were out of this world.






The coordination of his moves on screen and her's on stage was amazing.






She gave her brother a fitting and heartfelt tribute, I'm sure he was smiling down from heaven.



SB: Madonna, we needed you to sit down, and let Chris Tucker talk about MJ he definitely loved MJ more than you did.

Moving... I was on a MJ high... which was killed by this -

Really, Kanye - we need you stop - learn how to hold your composure and TRULY be a MAN. Donda West is not PROUD of you dude.

Honestly Lady Gaga has made it okay for Rihanna and other to wear shit that you can only wear in the gay community at a house ball. Basically VogueEvolution shit. But, Eminem pretty much had my reaction down.

Thank you Beyonce for showing the Hip Hop world has class, before Lil' Mama ruined the night.



Lil Mama stay your ass off the stage ANYWHERE for the REST OF YOUR LIFE. Did she miss the Kanye Fiasco, as Jay-Z said, you T-Paining right now.

But, on a GOOD NOTE. I'm superexcited to see this MOVIE.


&finito.

please mtv, stop the fuckery, and let the REAL MUSIC live. =/

btw, nice heels. mr. brand.

overall rating 3.1 stars of of 5.